Mike + Doug Starn fly away

“Yah lotta rain here, and I’m still not used to it,” was one of the last things Jonathan had written to me, when I asked him to no longer send me any e-mails. To cease contact entirely.

It had been a painful decision to make. One, with a never-ending memory.

A Polaroid from the dead. My unrecognizable self. And unlike Coupland, I just wasn’t interested in making a career out of misery.

It had been a standoff between my happiness and well-being.

I had stood a chance.

Among clear skies, reality, finally took hold.

Opening my side of the car door, helping me out of my seat, gathering my baggage from the trunk of the cab; I hugged Gord, goodbye.

IMAGE | Mike + Doug Starn | Attracted to Light L Ephemera 3 | 1996-2004 | 16″x16″| Toned silver print on Thai mulberry paper

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